my life in crutches

i now have a newfound respect for all the disabled people in the worle. Its seriously super hard to get around in wheelchair and/or crtuches, esp crutches. my armpits hurt like shit after two days in crutches! omgggggg. i cant imagine being in crutches for more than a month):

anyway, CHORALE IS GOING TO BELGIUMMM! im sososososososo excited! (i hope i can recover in time for the trip!) im gonna buy tons of food back!

chorale

(i am gonna fangirl from this point onwards)

i am in loveeeeeeeeeee < 3

chorale prac today was the best EVER. (Y) esp towards the end! when we were doing ka isa and everyone was doing funny actions(charmaine)!

ANDANDAND I HAVE WITNESSED THE MOST AWESOME MALE VOICE ON EARTH. IT BELONGS TO KAIWEN OMGGGGGGGG. (whole new level of respect~)

chorale has so many damn good singers. and i love the bass sound! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

and THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU TO GUAN AND YIFAN!! i love the pink hoodie btw. so you.:D

countdown: 24 days to BELGIUM.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SO WONDERFUL!!!

k im gonna go in chronological order.

thanks varsha and yek for pouncing on me the moment i set foot in school!
thank you everyone else who wished me happy birthday (esp edward who claims his memory sucks)


thank you to my awesome class who sang me a birthday song during econs and making my day damn awesome. like really. I think y'all treated me extra extra nice today hahahah!

A VERYVERYVERY BIG THANK YOU TO KOK KUAN! haha i love your card with the mojojojo beak-mouth!! i didnt know guys could make stuff. anyway im super touched haha thanks oh and thanks for the good luck knot thingy!!!!!!!!!

next, HOOOOOOOOOO! OMG I LOVE YOUUUU! hahah thank you for the damn nice card. its freaking nice! you should set up a card business.you're the best seriously.

and thanks edene for the card:D:D

then thank you chorale, for pranking me.
i hate you chloe pawa for making me almost cry): haha but anyway thank you all for the surprise and the cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you guys alotalot.

um thanks sheena and varsha for the poem:

jovina is a star,
like a car
she likes to fly to mars,
and BAAA.

its epic.

andandand thanks for everyone who sent me an sms and on facebook! thanks for remembering!


i feel super loved.

anyway i felt like RGS all over again in the PAC
its such a wonderful feeling and i felt so at home sitting with 406 once again. i love all of you.

and IZABEL. don't let today pull you down. pick yourself up and i'll always always be here for you.<3

i've had a few realisations today or i dunnowhatchacallits.

firstly, i think people born on this day have all the nice guy attributes (i.e edward, charles and ryan)

secondly, i think alarm clocks and dreams work together. so its like some where in your dream, the alarm clock always rings at a logical point. like if i dream that the phone is ringing it will actually be the alarm clock ringing. AND IT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME. isnt it cool:D

thirdly, if PE in rg was as hiong as pe in rj i would be a damn fit kid now.

first day of school today was tiringggggggg.

(i guess its the same for me too:D lets not ever meet again. cos i''''''llll never be the same, if we ever meet again:D)

stay strong

belgium trip results came out yesterday):

although where things are now, i would expect myself to be happy, but im not.

to varsha, i dont know what i can do for you now cps im not very good at comforting people! but i reallyreally hope things change or sth, cos i think you deserve to go. anyway i'll always be here for you if you need me! just call me or sth!<3

and to pawa: i think you're the best SL ever. and thanks for being here for me. times are gonna get rougher and life in school is gonna get more stressful but we have to hang on:D (i shall hang on to you real tight hahaha)

to yifan tan: jiayou for tenors!

to chorale: we're all in this together:D



class outing tomorrrow~~~~~~~~~~~

march holidays

my march holiday schedule.

monday - chorale
tuesday-nothing
wed-chorale from 9 to 5.30 OMG.
thurs-og outing
friday-class outing
saturday - nothing
sunday - tuition outing!

not much time for mugging and catching up with one terms work is there):


i don't know where we went wrong, but i hope things will be right again

judgement day

its tomorrow. i dont know what to expect!

anyway i just wish i was someone else now.


you've got the best of both worlds.

and iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

im more disappointed in myself than anything else, but i will be strong.
to whoever who is suffering setbacks or facing sad stuff, pick yourself up(: im in it together with you! <3

omg

i think i have been singing too much of omittamus cos on my way home i heard the escalator creaking in the ta ta ta ta ta rhythm and i started mentally singing along with it in my head.


auditions tmr! im super scared i'll screw up. hope everything goes fine tmr.
im lagging alot in chem and i havent started studying for bio!!!!!! omgomgomg.

"oh for you, i would have done whatever,
and i just cant believe we aint together.
and i wanna play it cool, but im losing you.
and i'm in pieces,
baby fix me,
and you shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
going down down down down
and i just can't believe my first love wont be around"

haha i love this song!

i dont know what problems you are going through now. but if you ever need me, im always here for you:D

trallala

omgosh choir has been really hectic these few days its like choir in the morning choir in the afternoon and in the evening! luckily i havent lost my voice yet:D ahhaha

omg shengwei is damn funny i can laugh jsut by looking at his face.

today was generally happy!!!!!!!!!!!


can't understand whats wrong with you though.

today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

chorale amplify!

hahah choir camp! i have a zillion weird bites on me from i dont know which insect! its damn weird looking. it itches but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite!

oh gosh im so tired.

anyway choir camp, i would say was bittersweet. there were happy and sad moments, moments where we hated but moments where we loved. i hope that choir emerged from camp closer than before, and im glad that i had the chance to get to know all the awesome pawsome people!

highlight of the camp was during dinner! we played like the animal thing game(my only goal in that game is to kill yifan.) and the MRT game. that was EPIC. super fun. everyone was like laughing damn hard.


ahhhhh <3 chorale:D


oh and my favourite word is "nooblet" from yifan(cao)! hahahaha he's freaking funny.

appassionata

appassionata busking today at a random staircase!

i forgot how good we sounded together:D singing with you guys made me forget all my worries, and all my troubles. Even though people who walked by were staring but i dont care!

<3 GLEE

JUST A SMALL TOWN GIRL LIVIN IN A LONELY WORLD!


PAWA DO YOU STILL HAVE THE RECORDING

MASTERCLASS!

today we had masterclass with KARI TURUNEN AT CCAB! i like his accent(: it was okay, just that i was too short! and we sounded horrible shitz in wade hahaha. but nvm

steffina says kangjie is scary! hahahaha nonsense man! (okay sometimes but not always(;)

so many dead lines tmr!

council forms, chem assignment which i know not how to do): and im feeling really down these days dont know why. thank God there is eenette wong! i am gonna pray for her.


AND IF YUNRUI YOU SEE THIS, WE HAVE TO GO OUT SOON.

P.S on a super random but not so random note, i love choir people:D choir campppppp!

troubled

this is all so depressing and worrying.

im worried that im not up to the mark. im worried that all my sacrifices will be for nothing. im worried about what others think. im worried that God gave me a reply but i dont know what it is.

"all things happen for a reason"

is that an excuse for failure? or is it true. i've yet to know.

i havent yet found my solution. but i hope i will soon.

OMFG

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I LEFT MY BLOUSE IN SCHOOL OMGOMGOMG. I HOPE ITS STILL THERE TMR IT BETTER STILL BE THERE OMG. I HATE LOSING STUFF!

school

ohmygosh its only feb and im already so tired in school! this is bad): apparently for pw they group you according to your gp score and your cca commitment level!

this means something.

please cheer up dude. seeing you sad makes me feel sad too):

beauty and the beast

note to self: WATCH BEAUTY AND THE BEAST.


i love that show man. so awesome omg.

percy jackson and the lightning thief.

You know, if i was luke, i would not be so stupid. i would use the lightning bolt in another, better, proper way. and if i were the script writer, i would have made zeus abolish that stupid law, and made poseidon and percy hug, instead of just shaking hands. LIKE DUDE. ITS YOUR FATHER.and percy jackson should have kissed whatever that girl's name is.


ANYWAY, og outing today was to watch percy jackson. and we all agreed unanimously that percy jackson(the movie) sucks. But i rmb someone commenting to me that percy jackson was good looking (can't rmb who).
anyway,watching the movie with amanda tai and stacey just makes it epic cos they laugh at like seriously the weirdest scenes and make it funny for me too(WHEN ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE.) but anyway i had fun laughing at the movie.

just sucks to pay 10 bucks for that crap.(as we all agreed on that too)


my favourite character was medusa she's just so funny even when she's dead.




theres medusa!cool right. its like the modern version.(this is when she's alive)




and here is another one of the awesome uses of the iphone. this owns.

i can't find a picture of medusa dead but whenever she's in any scene its just damn funny:D

i also realised that gramps(charles) is just super funny. esp with mitchell


one of the quotes of the day:
scenario: mitchell stays to take care of our bags so charles buys food for him.

(half way through lunch)

mitchell: you know charles, in all my years, all the times when i've asked my friends to buy the same food for me as them, no one has ever bought me something so expensive.

mitchell: idiot. (in a really funny way)

HAHAHAHA.okay its not very funny now but it was funny then.


school tmr. should i go at 6.40 or 9.40. hahahahaha 6 and 9 are like the reflections of each other.

hellohellohello!

havent been using the comp for a few dayysss);og outing tmr! so many people aren't going):

thank god, i've got you to count on, to share my troubles with.



Always Hurt

I'm feeling kind of scared
cuz I'm falling in love with you
But you don't care
cuz you don't know how I feel

I don't want to give my heart to someone new
I've been there before and it's my heart she tore in two

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I don't want to have to go through love again
Cuz it always hurts

It's hard to look away
when you say the things that you say
I try to be so cold
but you melt the chill away

I don't want to give my heart to you
cuz I'm afraid of what will happen
and the things that you'll do

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I don't want to have to go through love again
Cuz it always hurts

Oh I'm fighting oh so hard
to keep the feeling inside
but I don't think I can
I wanna hold your hand
this man is afraid of the outcome

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I don't want to have to go through love again
Cuz it always hurts, always hurts

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I don't want to have to go through love again
Cuz it always hurts, cuz it always hurts

cuz it always hurts

I don't want to have to go through love again
cuz I always end up, always getting hurt

there's a scratch!

okay the funniest thing just happened to me just now.

my mom recently (2 days ago) bought an iphone, and because she has been using nokia for her whole life, and is not very tech savvy, naturally, she doesnt know how to use such a high end phone.

so.

i come back from school, tired and all, and suddenly my mom pounces on me and says in this super worried tone: JOVI! should i go change my iphone?! i think its spoilt!

and then i got super skeptical cos hello you pay so much for an ihpone not for it to spoil in less then 2 days so i was like: no la i don't think its spoilt.

mom: just come here la!

me: okay , what happened.

mom: see my i phone is SCRATCHED!

(i look at the screen and theres no scratch!)

me: no what!

mom: GOT! i show you (then she meddles around abit)

SEEEEEE.

AND, this is what i see on her screen.

this logo, on a black background

me: no what! got nothing wrong!

mom: NO SEE! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE APPLE GOT A SCRATCH!

me: =.=

me: its not spoilt. its part of the logo mummy.

mom: NO! when i turn on your apple computer the logo not like that!

(and she continues to insist)

me: NO! its apple chrome logo!

mom: GOT CHROME AH!why their apple got scratch one!

win.

RAFLLES INSTITUTION

sometimes its friends which you never knew could be your friends who help you out the most.
(THANKS gleek)!

and sometimes its friends who understand you, who know you're sad even when you dont say it, and show you videos to cheer you up.

(nicole)

like this




and my ultimate favourite of favourites




try to spot the contrast! its awesomeeee haha


and special thanks to yonghwee for another funny but awesome video.his is EPIC.

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1266253013018RA42

i thought it was a scary movie.

anyway on a totally random note, i am now in raFLLes institution.

i just noticed it.

CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VDAY

omggggg haha today was CNY day 1! and Vday too but there wasnt much of a celebration of vday):

anyway i can't believe im saying this but i actually miss school. at least there was something to do during school days haha.

anyway on a totally random (but not so random at the same time) note,being in choir really restricts your feasting on CNY goodies. cos i lost my voice the last 2 pracs and im trying not to do it again. and when i actually do eat them i feel guilty. I HAVE NEVER FELT GUILTY EATING STUFF BEFORE OMG. whats wrong with me.


haha anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

and i have a list of valentines.
chloe pawa, amelia koh, amanda tai, ho, aaaaaand stef! cos y'all wished me happy vday first haha:D


<3

thank god.

im just gonna spam posts cos i have like previous posts on my mind

anyway i thank god that i have met the friends that i have met in life.

firstly, 406
thank you for the wonderful memories that you have given me for the past year. Although we may have gotten off on not a very good start (306) i'd have to say that it was an amazing end. Although to me, this has not ended yet, and our class will always be as one, and you guys will always be in my heart(:

vivenyunruitrishdeannakellyeeiynterisakinayelin

you guys have been my support for the past year, words cant adequately express how i much i love you guys. if y'all need anything im always here!

eenettejulietizabelyek

y'all are my spiritual advisors hahaha! anyway thanks for introducing God to me and helping me in many ways and whenever im in need of help. Juliet, thanks for being my dance class partner! hahaha i really will cherish the dance class memories(:

sylvialook

dude! my study partner! MUST REMEMBER TO STUDY TOGETHER OKAY. and thanks for being my dance class partner too! hahahaha we can like totally go suck together again at dance if we have time:D

boonyiruiminsarahlaicherylho

omg you guys just make me laugh. <3 y'all

Secondly, GOOG

haha orientation has been awesome with you guys:D although we didnt win much but i had fun losing:D

lastly, 11S03N

i think our class has a really different mix of people, but together i think we bond quite well through mugging and gossip! haha i look forward to an unforgettable jc life with you guys lol.

AND, TO ALL THE PEOPLE I KNOW BUT NOT MENTIONED HERE YOU GUYS ARE GREAT TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

dunking donuts!

so far life in JC has been great(: great og, great class,great people around school.

somehow i learnt that you can't judge someone by their appearances, which is what i do very often. hating my class in the beginning was quite a huge mistake. learnt that yong hwee is not DSA he's actually a very smart guy lol.

and that anger brings you nowhere, cos as gramps the great says : LESS HATE MAKES PEOPLE HAPPIER.

so now, i am gonna try to look for the good in everyone however small it may be and learn to be forgiving:D

so everyone won't say that the people in RG you can't offend are me deanna and kelly anymore! ( cos if you offend us the whole world will know about it.)

anyway, things have been kinda confusing and stressful, lots of decisions to make, lots of troubles to face. being in a co-ed school after 4 years in a single-gender school takes a little bit of getting used to cos my idea of guys stays static of primary school guys standard:/ and im learning bit by bit how to cope with all this. suddenly theres like pairing up of everyone with anyone and rumours and stuff lol.

BUT I SHALL FOLLOW IN KK'S FOOTSTEPS! time to get serious dude.